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I noticed that someone actually made a post in a community that I'm in wondering if I was ok, so I figured it was high-time to update about me. I've been around, I read everyday, I've kept up on everything, I've just been lurking in the shadows.

Honestly, nothing exciting has happened to be over here in Mass. I've changed majors yet again, I'm going for Medical Administration/Coding, while I'm back on the waiting list for my Nursing program. I managed to talk my college into giving me another shot at my major, except I ended back on the waiting list, the mile-long waiting list. Of course I haven't heard anything yet this summer, so I had to pick a major because I have to be enrolled as a full time student to keep my heath insurance through my mom. It is 3 night classes a week, 12 credits first semester, 14 the second, and I'll graduate next year.

As far as work goes, I've had my hours cut back to only 32 a week, since our company got in trouble for its employees working over 40 hrs a week without benefits. That sucks because I used to work like 50 hours a week, no questions asked. Because of the hours cut-back I'm having a hard time coming up with the money for school, I need to come up with $1000 by Aug 1st, and I actually wrote a letter today to my father in Australia asking him to send me $$. He owes me somewhere around $80,000 in child support, and he has to pay till I'm 23, so he's still racking it up as we speak. He hasn't paid since I was 14, and when we went after him when I was 16, he didn't show up for his court date, so there isn't anything they can do, they can't physically drag him back from Australia and make him pay, so I'm begging him for help with college.

And the dating scene...well, you gotta kiss a lot of frogs before you find your prince..and I had Jeff again for awhile, but he broke up with me in April. Its too bad too, because I worked so hard on the relationship the second time around, making sure that it was different hoping that it would work..but I guess it wasn't meant to be. I had hoped that we could have been friends, but he didn't want that either, and I have to respect his wishes, because I do respect him still, and deep down I think I will always care, because I care about everyone, even if they don't care about me.

Mix in this school money crisis with an already kind of sad Cindy and you get a really confused adult.
eternalflame4: (Penguins!)
I had this entry all typed out yesterday, and it was long, and of course the computer locked up and I lost the entry!

Anyway, I'm going to try and remember everything I had in the entry. I'm wicked tired thanks to my mom arranging for some guy from the gas company to come and fix our downstairs heater, and the time of arrival that they gave her was between 8am to 4pm. I hate when big companies do that to you, you have to wait around alll day just because they can make you. Anyway, I woke up at 7, thought about a shower, said screw it, and went back to bed until 7:55.

The results of my MRI came back and they didn't see anything serious..but they want to do another one, this time with contrast, and I'm just tired of not knowing what is wrong, tired of wearing this brace thing and tired of the way the painkillers make me feel. I got a script for Vicodin yesterday, and I haven't tried to take it yet. Not sure what the side effects are going to be from it. I have an appt with a hand/wrist surgeon on Wed, and we'll see how that goes.

I signed up for classes on Monday, and I got everything I wanted, just not sure if I can afford to keep the psych class, since my bill was more than I thought it was going to be.

Anatomy and Physiology 4 crdts
Microbiology 4 crdts
Nutrition 3 crdts
Life Span Psych 3crdts

So anyway, thats all for now, and I am soooo tired and I can't wait to get this guy out of here, he ended up coming at 9:30am, and he's still here!

I'm going to do nothing today and stay in my pj's all day. :) Everyone else, enjoy your day!


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